why delete

I deleted the other posts because I created this blog to rant. Then I realized that if anyone read it, my other side that I try to keep under wraps would be discovered. I try really hard to be a positive influence for my family.
Each day I try to start my day with the prayer of Saint Francis.

Lord make me an instrument of your peace.
Where there is hatred--let me sow love.
Where there is injury--pardon.
Where there is doubt--faith.
Where there is despair--hope.
Where there is darkness--light.
Where there is sadness--joy.
O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek
To be consoled as to console,
To be understood as to understand,
To be loved as to love, for
It is in giving that we receive,
It is in pardoning, that we are pardoned,
It is in dying that we are born to eternal life.